Letting Go of the Past?

I find that one of the hardest thing in life is to let go of the past. I've been critized for "carrying too much baggage" ... Is there a difference in not letting the past go and having a good memory?  Most people that know me will agree that I have a fairly good memory of tracking the good times and the bad times... (I wish I had that good of a memory for books!!)

If you knew something you were not suppose to know about from a guy/girl you are in a relationship with, what would you do? Let's say the "information" you learned was from several months ago and your relationship is going fine now but when you think back to the "information" you're angry - so angry that you still cry about it. What would you do? Would you just forget about it and pretend it never happened or confront to the person about it - REMEMBER that you were not suppose to know of this "information" in the first place.

Why? Why?!! WHHHHYYYYYYY?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Too much free time is definitely not a good thing..

Life sucks. Only good thing: cruise in July

Venting #1: about random stuff.

[Listening to:] Guang Liang - Di Yi Ci

Why protect if she doesn't want to be protected?

Different stages in life. Different values. Different ways of doing things.

To this day I'm still the one that's wrong - by him, his friends, and probably his family.  I HATE being wrong. Why can't they accept that you can't change a person if she or he refuse to change?  My actions may be immature compared to yours but let's face it.. you're ready to settle down and commit, I'm still in school having my fun.  There's nothing more discomforting than knowing the bf does not trust you.  "You'll NEVER find a good boyfriend."  lol.

Ugh. Why is my mom always in-my-face about guys? My dad is starting to be too.. *sigh*

So what has Jo been up to all this time? Partying. and a whole lot of it.  Fridays are scheduled pack that I dont even have time for dinner. And I'm always somewhere on Saturdays unless I'm SOOOOOO sick I can't party.

See you at VITA or somewhere in the city.

You guys just need to read this post... nothing else to say. Are there ANY guy out there not looking to get into a girl's pant? ....

http://www.xanga.com/jigg/620709266/single-and-really-eligible.html

"Sometimes, I wonder--am I really optimistic when it comes to the male gender? Are most guys really just looking to score? I always thought there were those who did that and then those who were the exact opposite--guys who were looking for that specific girl to fall in love and settle down with. After further thinking, I realize that I may have given the male gender too much credit.

Most guys are only looking to get with girls for sex. I hear so many stories where sometimes by the end of the first date, they inquire. Are you kidding me? One of my close friends told me she has given up casual dating. Virtually every guy who she has dated just wanted to get into her pants. And I know her. She is not the type who lead people on. In the past year, she has only meet one guy who didnt have intentions of only a fling.

The harder it is for a good girl to find a good guy, the harder it is for a good guy to find a good girl. The problem is, it's not even just a handful of guys who are just looking to hook up. Many guys I know are just looking for sex. They are overall good people, but when it comes to girls, they are just looking for intimate fun without any strings attached. Because of this, girls are more cautious with who they date and who they can trust."

I used to love the sunny warm days but after you get used to the cold breeze, it ain't so bad after all.  (I doubt anyone will get what I'm referring to... unless you know me that well...)

For once, I just want to feel the rain on me..

What do you do when there's no one you can turn to?